They say the first 72 hrs are the hardest...

And I am finally past that. I have not had a cigarette since Tuesday night. Hopefully this time I have quit for good, but I guess only time will tell that, since I have quit at least 10 times. Sometimes for long periods of time - I quit when I got pregnant with Little Bit and didn't start again until she was 7 mo old, so that was 15 mo of not smoking. To be honest, I don't want to quit. I actually really like smoking. I just wish there was a way to smoke that wouldn't kill me or hurt my kids. But, since there isn't, I won't. Thankfully, I am on Wellbutrin to help me quit, so my level of irritation atm is pretty much PMS level, although if one more thing gets screwed up after the past 2 days that I have had, I may hit the level of tearing out the kitchen sink and throwing it through the patio door : ). Speaking of screw ups, I paid allot on my car loan last night, but they put some towards interest instead of all toward principle, so I can't re-fi my car today like I planned, because my financier is closed on weekends. So I can't do anything until Tuesday (stupid holiday weekends!!! Without the hubby here, they mean nothing to me, since no there is no one here to get the time off for them, so they are nothing more than an irritation at this point.) GRRRRR...